Journal Entry: Mon Nov 5, 2012, 6:48 PM
Hello all. I have some very important news for you all today. Most of you are going to be kinda mad at me, I guess.
I'm quitting technology, you could say.
My phone ran out today, and I'm not going to ask my dad to renew it.
(For anyone that has my number, I'm really fuckin' sorry, okay?)
I feel like I'm wasting my life away. Coming home. Getting on the laptop. Not talking to anyone in real life. I hate it. But I know I have to do it in order to maintain my friendships.
But I think it's about time that I stop worrying about other people; and start worrying about my own life.
I've never even been snowboarding. ;-;
I remember back in 7th grade. I had a boyfriend that I adored, a best friend that I hung out with so much. But then eighth grade rolled around I got depressed and started to get onto the internet. Now I'm addicted, I have one good friend. I don't hang out with anyone on the weekend. I'm alone.
With my thoughts. And my computer.
Do you know how sad that can make someone? No guy ever wants to talk to me because I have nothing to say, other than a 'cool' story about something that happened on fucking deviantART!
I'm going to miss you all. And I'm going to try and continue to post poetry and stories, but for slash... I'm stopping.
So, no more roleplaying.
I'm so sorry.. e-e
Listening to: So Hi So Lo - Matisyahu