Journal Entry:
Mon Nov 5, 2012, 6:48 PM
Hello all. I have some very important news for you all today. Most of you are going to be kinda mad at me, I guess.
I'm quitting technology, you could say.
My phone ran out today, and I'm not going to ask my dad to renew it.
(For anyone that has my number, I'm really fuckin' sorry, okay?)
I feel like I'm wasting my life away. Coming home. Getting on the laptop. Not talking to anyone in real life. I hate it. But I know I have to do it in order to maintain my friendships.
But I think it's about time that I stop worrying about other people; and start worrying about my own life.
I've never even been snowboarding. ;-;
I remember back in 7th grade. I had a boyfriend that I adored, a best friend that I hung out with so much. But then eighth grade rolled around I got depressed and started to get onto the internet. Now I'm addicted, I have one good friend. I don't hang out with anyone on the weekend. I'm alone.
With my thoughts. And my computer.
Do you know how sad that can make someone? No guy ever wants to talk to me because I have nothing to say, other than a 'cool' story about something that happened on fucking deviantART!
I'm going to miss you all. And I'm going to try and continue to post poetry and stories, but for slash... I'm stopping.
So, no more roleplaying.
I'm so sorry.. e-e
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Mood:
Guilty -
Listening to: So Hi So Lo - Matisyahu
Be sure to stop by once in a while, okay?
Either way, I'm happy for you.
So...Have a nice life and stuff. I really hope it's beautiful
Hell, I know it will be. You're a beautiful girl, and I'm sure you'll have a shit ton of fun while you're out there living your life.
Just...Don't forget that I, along with a lot of others, are here for you if you ever need us.
I'll miss you. </3
I wish you the best in life. I really do.
I hate to say this...But I guess this is goodbye.
So gunna cry my eyes out.I'm always going to be around. Plus my dad requires I have a cell phone, so I guess I'm getting it back.
I'm always going to be around. Plus my dad requires I have a cell phone, so I guess I'm getting it back.
You don't have to text me often...Just tell me that you're doing every once in a while.
Otherwise, I'll worry.